Forgotten

today is the day..
for me, it's the judgement day.. whether this will continue or not..

sampai sekarang, alasan untuk hal itu masih belum dikatakan, I don't know why..
some people guess, but the one that close to what I believe is that she afraid of LDR (long-distance) tapi itu belum seratus persen benar.

I'm gonna ask her today, and it will be just... 2 hours left from now.
2 hours to salvation, no, no, not salvation, but 2 hours until the waiting.

I hope it will be good, so I can continue it together.
If it bad... then it all ends here.
I will fulfill my promise that I made to myself.. untuk berhenti sampai disini, pada waktu dimana semuanya berakhir dan biarkan nasib serta takdir membawa..

untuk itu... semuanya harus dipersiapkan dengan baik...

2 hours left..
2 hours left..

God, please help me through this one...
Thank you...

without wax,
rahdhitya

That's Why (You.............)

what should I say about this condition and circumstances?

many things happened to me lately, it's just like a video tape playing around and around..
does this year I will feel the same thing again?

it's just like.. sekarang ini, banyak hal yang ingin dikatakan kepadanya, tetapi.. apakah dia mau mendengarkan kata-kata tersebut?

I can't think clearly right now, I need some light to lead me to the right way..
Oh, God, show me some of your kindness.....

without wax,
rahdhitya