Hysteria

"I want it now.. I want it now.."
Well, yes, I want something now..
Too bad, that maybe it hurting me.

Actually, the thing that I want may not really important for you.
But for me it's important.
Well, just like the same, this problem is connected to a... girl.

Hell, yes, it's about a girl.
There's a girl.. there's a girl.
About this girl, well, I don't have to write in detail, but you could tell that she's nice and good.
I don't know what I think of, but there's another girl who suddenly appeared in my life.
Well, well, well, well, well, well.. why does this thing always happened to me when I'm about to commit myself to someone..

It's true that I can't love someone else until now since "she" has gone away..
but it doesn't mean that I don't try to overcome it..
I've tried.. some works, but some don't..
it works, but just don't last too long...

huff...
I don't know about it now...
perhaps I could find the answer in times..

that's enough for this post.
see you later.
without wax,
rahdhitya.