Blackout

Berlawanan dengan kemarin, hari ini terasa aneh, aneh, aneh, dan sedikit menakutkan.
Kenapa sedikit menakutkan?
Because today, looks like I'm feeling paranoia again.. I don't know why.. I don't know why, I don't know why...

hmm...
maybe it was just my feeling after all.. but I'm feeling different today..

I can't talk to her about this. I don't want to make her worry about this...
And I don't want to get her involved in this, cause maybe I would lose my control sometimes..

Right now, just get things straight and right..
and while doing that, I want to get happy with her...

over and out,
without wax,
rahdhitya