Everything is Alright

People keep asking me about this today, "hey, are you alright? you look weird and different today.. anything wrong..?"
well, well, you all... apakah di muka ini terlihat jelas kalau memang ada masalah?
bukannya tidak ada masalah hari ini, tapi seperti terlihat di post sebelumnya, I just shocked, more precisely like hysteria...
just that.. no more, no less.. still, it's getting me frustated..
sepertinya itu memperkuat anggapan kalau 2007, adalah benar-benar tahun yang buruk.. much more worse than any other year...

hell, yeah, I can't get my hand to a girlfriend, so what's that problem for you stalker? damn it.. have life please, it's better than you keep asking me but not helping..
I want help not question...

oh, please...

I really want to say that everything is alright, tapi kata-kata itu tidak sesuai dengan kondisi sekarang. benar-benar tidak cocok.
kata-kata yang paling cocok untuk menggambarkan kondisi ini adalah, "I'm fuckingly frustrated.. I'm fuckingly depressed. and I want something to overcome it."
I don't know if the chibi can help me or not.
Just hope she can, or maybe he can, or maybe they can, or maybe nobody can...
Kalau sudah begitu, I'm really on my own...
It's true I have them, but I don't want to keep relying myself to them..
they have a life, dan hidup mereka tidak seharusnya dihabiskan untuk masalah ini saja..

i could be wrong, i could be right..
tapi sepertinya lebih tepat if i was right...

to enclose this, i want to say to you guys, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008... semoga mendapatkan tahun yang baik.. yeah, so do I...

without wax,
rahdhitya