(You Want To) Make A Memory

this is the question I asked to myself after last night (incident?) event..

should I make it go or what? should I try it again or what? should I do something or not?
should I just stand here by myself or should I need someone to stand with?

the last question seems bother me more than other question?
that's what I think for.. should I make it just by me? or should I find someone to stand with me here? if latter is the answer, then who is it supposed to be?
siapakah dia itu? apakah masih sama seperti sebelumnya? atau orang yang benar-benar baru?

jika begitu.. siapakah itu?
you know, I have make a promise to myself not to look for others but instead just stay here and watch it over...

someone said that the one I'm looking for will come close in a short time after this...
pertanyaan adalah, apakah dia seseorang yang sudah lama dikenal atau seseorang yang sama sekali baru? hampir mirip dengan pertanyaan di atas...

well, well..
guess I can't help it..
I'm still hoping that she will change her mind, although I know it's small in chance...
kita lihat saja untuk waktu ke depannya...

the chance is little, I know..
but somehow, maybe I'm just be a stubborn guy, I sense some hope there..

akan kita lihat dalam waktu dekat (atau mungkin panjang) manakah dari hal ini yang benar..

without wax,
rahdhitya